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62 days…

nightmarenegatives asked: 1 / 9 / 26 / 113 / 168 / 188 / & 190

1. How are you? fine

9. One thing I would like to accomplish before next birthday: coverup my tattoo

26. Something I am working on right now: myself

113. Something I’ve lied about: feelings….just like every other being

168. Last time I felt jealous/ Why? : …

188. First 10 songs to play on shuffle: 

• Into the Ocean- Blue October
• The Weary Kind- Ryan Bingham 
• Don’t Blame the World, It’s the DJ’s Fault- Cobra Starship
• Baby (Acoustic Version)- Tyler Ward
• Man in the Mirror- Michael Jackson
• Bulletproof- La Roux
• Don’t Take the Girl- Tim McGraw
• My Father’s Gun- Elton John
• Rain- Creed
• Handlebars- Flobots

190. Describe your dream library: it would have a secret doorway, that when you opened all you saw was walls of bookshelves, and you would be punched in the face with the scent of old binding, there would be one of those moving ladders, all wood shelving, a comfy victorian chair fronted by an old desk, a single window that looked out over a field, minimal lighting, and so many books, in all languages, from all time periods, I would spend hours upon hours arranging them just so, and then rearranging them whenever I got new books (which would be often), this library would be my favorite room even if I had a mansion of rooms

hands-up-to-the-sky asked: 40, 47, 65, 84, 194, 199, and 202

40. What do I think about most? depends on the day

47. Have I ever had an imaginary friend? yes. he was a lion that I saw when I was younger at the end of the hallway in the house I grew up in and I would pet and talk to him. funny story, my mom told a very religious friend of hers about my lion and said friend freaked out saying the lion was the sign of the devil. lions also happen to be tied for my favorite animal, right next to dogs…just saying

65. Weird things I do when alone: I often sit with my left arm’s elbow hooked over the top of my head, it’s comfortable

84. Favorite scent? And on the opposite sex? spring. and just the natural smell of a person, nothing fancy, everyone has a smell, not good or bad just them

194. One thing I could see myself going to jail for? I’d kill myself before being put in jail, jail worthy crimes I’d do though would be like liberating bunnies or killing for my loved ones

199. If I had to delete one year of my life, which would it be? first of all I would never do this, but if there was absolutely no choice in the matter I would choose the year I was 14 probably

202. First cuss that comes to mind: bastard